If i could turn back time
Saturday, March 17th, 2007If i could turn back time , i ‘d certainly bring you to Bali to enjoy the best Beach Front resorts, i ‘d go learn surfing with you , I ‘d eat " bakso" with you by the road side. I ‘d go parasailing together with you. I ‘d bring you back to the little hut where we ate our special milk fish and crispy squids. I ‘d walk a few miles just to see blue sands with ya. I ‘d dived a hundred times again just to catch u the baby trevally fish. i ‘d bring you back to Pei Pei Island and snorkle our whole life there ,collecting coconuts and eating live catch squids. I ‘d bring you again to the floating jetty , hugging you , kissing you under the full moon limelight telling you everythings gonna be alright from now on. I d hang out with you outside our verandah facing the beach chatting and entertaining ourself with amazing stories on how we re gonna name our kids. I d slapped the bitch who gave you a weird look while you were smoking on the way back and i regret letting you feel underpowered to that old gag.
If i could turn back time , I ‘d ride the tut-tut car with ya around the hustle and bustle night life in Bangkok again, holding hands, drinking smoked coconut while enjoying feeding fish at the Mekong River. I ‘d hold your hand again and walk in a dodgy pub and be afraid together while we brave ourself wanting to see what we havent seen before. I ‘d take away all my egos and fully feast on the bird nests and shark fins that night in bangkok with ya . I ‘d buy you a saphire diamond u liked in that diamond factory and proposed to you like how Esther did to Kelvin. I ‘d take a picture with you again with the baby tiger and piglets. I ‘d buy all types of rabbits for ya including the jersey wooly species u adore most. I ‘d put all the rabbits again in my room and when we wake up this time , i ll clean the poop.not you. I ‘d make "Calvin Specials" every morning for you to eat after you wake up.
if i could turn back time , i ‘d eat that pork burger in McDs with ya. I d bring you again to that small little alleyway to eat our favourite dumplings. I ‘d bring you back to that restaurant where we had the smallest bubble tea with funky straws and delicious meatloaf rice. I ‘d sleep once again on the bed edge just to let you have comfort sleeping in the full bed. I’ d brush my teeth with you every morning without delaying and giving stupid excuses like U go first, i ll come in a while. I ‘d arranged my clothings according to colours like how u always did it.I ‘d cook the Twin Tower sausages and bacons for you and eat varieties of hams and salamis every morning. I ‘d put additional bacon slice in your single bread ( not double). I’ d get you another Rusty jacket this time in pink and travel the world looking down from a plane high above kissing and telling each other that this is what we re gonna do for our life time.
If i could turn back time , I ‘d bring you back to that Big Floating house in the middle of the sea , I ‘d bring you go squid fishing till the sun set . I ‘d sit down with you on that special bench facing the sea smoking with you . I ‘d catch our first fish together like how we did , our first squid like how we did . I ‘d lie with you on a hammock next to each other listening to the birds chirping . I ‘d try my best to show you how a clown fish looks like altho catching it with my goggles seems impossbile . I ‘d hold your hands again and try swimming around that small little island with you.
If i could turn back time , i d pay more attention to you so that you wont two timed me with an indonesian rich chinese guy. I d fetch you up to Genting everyday to work instead of asking your colleague to fetch u and end up you two timed me again with him.
And all these dont matter to me no more, cause i DID love you. Look back to our box, and you ll understand what i mean. You re already a part of me that i couldnt let go. With or without you , i ll still move on like how you do. Its hard for both of us but hey , you did well. You moved on so quickly and i hope you have the time of your life with him like how i had my time of my life with you.
